Thursday, February 6, 2014

It's been a minute...

Nothing much has happened; this job is killing me, that much is true.  Much tension and frustration between me and the Rottenator; can't blame him.  He's been as understanding as he can be, but I know it must be hard living with someone who is miserable and depressed every single fucking day.  I'm taking it out on him, and he's been a saint.  This morning, after the millionth time of me giving him shit, and hearing him mutter under his breath "this is getting to be a bit too much for me", it kinda opened my eyes and made me realize how much I have let this paycheck consume my life.

It's not that important; not enough to ruin my relationship, certainly.  I need to find another means of income, or at least not let it consume my life.  It's just work.  It's just a paycheck.

Coming back to myself again; a week from tomorrow,  I will be on my way to see Hogwarts thanks to my wonderful family, without whom I don't think I would have made it this far.

Life is not that bad; I need to keep that in mind.


  1. Ah but it's not just a paycheck - it's a hefty chunk of your life. If you don't enjoy it it's hard work!

  2. Hey, glad you are still out there. It takes awhile to find the right combination of treatment - hang in. If what you're doing isn't working, complain to your drs. until you get something that DOES work. Hang in!

  3. Depression has a way of destroying everything. Hang in there. I hope things improve soon.

  4. I miss my season tickets to Hogwarts. It really is something special to go there; enjoy!


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